If u know that I am upset last nite, Y didn't u call me earlier today to see how I am! Sometimes, i don't think u care abt me that much.. /

frustrated..

Sometimes, when I think of dan- I'll get quite frustrated! I don't even know what to expect when i go back this time. I hope he will be able to spend more time with me and do more things together! I feel frustrated becos I think he is always staying in his comfort zone and not willing to get out and think abt what i really need as a gf.
Personally, i do enjoy going out with families and friends, but when i m only staying in melbourne for a week, i really do wanna spend more quality time with him... I think we really need it since i hardly ever stay long in melbourne, and also i think our r/s needs abit of spark.

Feelin abit sad:(

Chrsitine is a nice and a very cheerful girl, she does know how to talk 2 alot of people and can easily make other people happy. I think alot of Vietnamese are very good at talking! Sometimes, i am not all that comfortable with her, I do know the reason and I will definitely push myself to do better!! I guess it is not her fault at all that I m not comfortable with her, may be is just me!

I will work hard to know as much as I can in the next month or so, i think god put me in this environment to let me know that I actually need to try and push myself to know more... and learn more! I shouldn't feel sorry for myself, I know I am capable of achieving more in life.. I should start thinking abt my time management and try to make short term goals.

I haven't talk 2 daniel for the last 2 nights. Sometimes, I don't even know whether i should go bk to melbourne on this coming sat.. is like the 4th time already for the past 4 months. I actually do wanna talk 2 him tonite..


I think i just need to go travel... NZ would be a wonderful place to go.. just to chill out!

Is been a long day working at the pharmacy today. It was such a busy busy day... so many scripts needed to be dispensed, im really happy that BOB is quite willing to teach me and help me out with dispensing! Dispensiing has alot more to do with pharmacology... antibiotics course needs to be finish and to be taken with food.. Amoxil should not be taken with any dairy food due to chelation ( as a result less drugs will be absorbed into the system). Pills will interact with Ab. I hope I'll continue to learn much more during my externships:) All these things are quite interesting. Most of the scripts today have MDU... don't kow Y doctors don't like to give instructions... especially for the Ab.... I like working on sat... out of mon, thursday and fri nights! I like bob.. he is such a great boss... so generous, calm and easy going.. I have a lot of respect for him.. I guess he will probably retire soon!

Is great to go out with james and Phil tonite, we went to Maukoto and then gloria jeans for coffee and cheesecake! It was relaxing to go out with them... i don't need to talk 2 much if i don't want to.... i can just be myself and talk whenever i want to.. and they know me well enough to understand that 2!

I really need to study and read more books.... there r so much that i don't know... NEED 2 work HARD!

Stomach Pain:......

Been having a really bad stomach pain for the last two hours...Thank God I m feelin much much beta now:) Thanks Niomi for lending me ur Wheat Bag (Warming bag).. the heat really helps in relaxin my stomach muscle!

Sun Rise, 2004

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Feelin much much better ....

It was good to talk to dan tonite, he is always so willing to talk and be the listener when i really needed him. Deep inside i know he really cares abt me. I feel much better, more relax and happier after telling him what was bothering me today at work. Im glad that u r here... whenever i needed u!

Everyone at work is very nice and caring. Most of them were born here - they are all very australian... Sometimes, i find it hard to mix in but i guess i shouldn't focus tooo much on that... I mean i can talk2 them about alot of things... i deifinitely get along pretty well with teh girls...

Oh well, as long as they know i am a good worker and that I am a polite person.. that is good enough already.

I want to improve my english, i need to practise and be confident abt what i am talking about.THat would be one of my goal for this year!